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A quick update & an announcement :)
Friday, September 25, 2009

Salam & hello there!
#1 It's almost a week since Raya Eid has started.My raya days was happening as always.I thought my raya days this year will not be happening due to PMR coming in 2 weeks,but I'm wrong! With so many children & babies, lagi happening <3 Plus,everynight we played  bunga api & mercun.Every years, my uncle will bring along a tons of bunga api & mercun.Various type of mercun such as naga, gasing, rocket, etc And this year,he brought 3 bunga api yg utk merdeka!! :O Best giler arr..

#2 Everyone, I will be on long hiatus.Starting from today until the end of PMR day that is on 14th October 2009.Wish me a good luck in my examination :)


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Tag by Nina once again
Saturday, September 19, 2009

Sorry Nina,but Esha will do the second tag only.
Here it is ;

1.Kim Junsu 

He's mine! *greedy* When I sleep, he can sing to me with his charming voices :D When I nag at him, he will compose a song to win my heart..haha XD

2. Kim Hyun Joong

I love his 4D appearance! He's so cute & he is my first love before Junsu came into my life <3

3. Kwon 

He's the gagman in my life.He can always make me burst out laugh by just saying a word.


Like Nina said, he is a beast for can protect me well ;)


My fav of SJ.He's has the sense of humor & 'blur'.That's why he is cute ;D
There is NO ONE i wanna tag.I need more blogfriends :(


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This song is really TOUCHING! You'll cry when you understand the lyric.And I'm sure, if Jay found this video, he will crying too T______T The girls who sang this song- their voices are really great.I really love their voices *jealous*

When talk about Jay, I wanna share something.

There is a friend of Jay (not sure is true or not) had commented to imafighterforjaypark.blogspot.com YT account.Here is what he said;

Today at 7:18pm 9/17/09

Ive been keeping quiet for LONG ENOUGH! I set up this fan page as a friend of Jay. There is some few statement i need to clarify

1. Jay is being pressured to leave 2pm. I wouldnt use the word forced as pressured is more appropriate dont make me go in details on this.

2. MOST of the members of 2pm are quietly supporting on the boycott actions that K-hotties are doing now. One of the member told me WooYoung Cyworld message is to hint the Khotties to continue the boycott and fight for Jay, coz they (2pm members) also has been told not to back up Jay.

3. Jays wound is heeling on the previous days until JYP came out with another statement yesterday, which makes him fell into depression again. Please dont leaving message such as : JAY PLEASE COME BACK

4. Friends like us has been helping him here and there hinting hottest that : Only fans can save Jays career now but it seems only 10% of the fans are paying attention on this. PLEASE READ THIS : ONLY FANS CAN SAVE JAY's CAREER NOW!

5. Jay has been pouring all his hardwork for 4-5 years to become where he is standing now do you think he will give up coz of such matters and let everything go down the drain? He is really depressing now i chatted with him yesterday he even changed his display picture to an all dark screen. can u guys understand how he feels now?

6. Do you know how it feels..when you want to tell the whole world about the truth but you just can't and all these is hurting your loved one?

7. and Yes, Jay has been reading all the comments in websites and all that you guys have been sending him and that's why he was able to feel better until the storm came yesterday. He was doubt about everything again. He is thinking of give up everything now. SO PLEASE HOTTEST, PLEASE TRY YOUR BEST TO GET JAY BACK.

>Seriously, if this is true..JYPE is really sucks! wth are they doing?I remember, I saw somewhere that JYPE told us, 2PM is their 'pride'.But,wth man? You hate your 'pride'! It's such a ___________!! JYPE is challenging ME & THE HOTTESTS!

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multi-post :)
Thursday, September 17, 2009

1) Worldwide Hottest showing their supports.
They are truly amazing! I wish I was in the vid.hehe~ Pay your attention at 2:56, isn't Jaebeom cute at that time? <3
2) Boy Idol Groups
I read at allkpop.com about Boy Idol Group.They said 2009 is a bad luck for every company.Let's see
DSP Ent : Kim Hyun Joong got H1N1 virus <---scary.Lucky him, he's fine :)
JYP Ent : Park Jaebeom left 2PM & went back to his hometown <---It's been 10 days T__T
SM Ent : DBSK issue. <--- dunno much about this.But, SME is ______
YG Ent : Daesung of Big Bang involved in accident <---poor him. I miss him in Family Outing.
Hmm,,what to do? Maybe this year is good luck for girl group.How 'bout next year? Will it be a bad luck for girl group? Opps,,I'm gonna get curse from the fans >.< Hello,this is my blog ^_^
3) Gerak Gempur for PMR Candidates.
*sigh* Math, Science & Agama done! After raya, BM. Math easy except the express k in terms of n and P, Science medium, Agama medium gak.But I'm sure Agama I'll not get A.Ustazah ikut SKEMA JAWAPAN 100% lar :(( How many days left for PMR? err,, 18 DAYS!!
4)  Links.
Just wanna share links with all readers.This site/forum is a must visit by me everyday :)
$www.2oneday.com/forum <--forum for Oneday (2AM+2PM) fans
$www.twitter.com  <-- do you have it? Follow me tau :)
$www.allkpop.com <-- all Korean Entertainment news
$www.facebook.com <-- Barn Buddy is my fav apps.Add me & play w/ me
$www.karaholic.com <-- Int Forum for Kamilia.
$sookyeong.wordpress.com <-- another blog dedicated to K-pop news (SG)
$www.z3.invisionfree.com/B2STrising <-- B2ST Intl Forum
$www.koreaprecious.blogspot.com <-- another blog dedicated to K-pop news (MY)
$ahboo.wordpress.com <-- download Korean Vids
5) Raya Aidilfitri 2009.
This year, my Raya days will not happy as usual :( I have PMR exams 2 weeks after first raya week. *sigh* Btw, to all readers;
(muslim) Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maafkan Esha,eh?
(all) Wish me good luck in my PMR :)
6) Happy Birthday!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NICK JONAS! Sorry Nick da lama x dgr lagu u :( I've fallen to Junsu, what to do :p
P.S to Nina, Esha will do the Tag in the next post ;D

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Monday, September 14, 2009

Ahha,new layout again.I'm bored with the old layout & i'm too lazy to make my own layout. So,I  took a blogskin from blogskins.com Emm,the Cbox is cool huh? I think so too.The person who made that Cbox look like that is really amazing! Btw, nowadays I like a quote from Wooyoungie- We are not SEVEN, we are ONE. Its showed how much he loves his members,2PM.
Name: They Are Not Seven, They Are One
Quote: by Wooyoung @ his cyworld
Main theme: retro-colours
Time taken: less than 2 hours.
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Past layout: v07; 2AM+2PM=ONEDAY=LOVE

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

 Join 2OD Project to show support to our Leader Jaebum.

#1 : Tweet these phrases.
@followjyp They aren't 7 people, they're ONE. 2PM is not 2PM without Jay.
@followjyp There is only one leader for 2PM. And he's Jay.
@followjyp We, Hottest, will never stop fighting for Jay, so please allow us to still fight for him.
@followjyp We trust you not to take Jay away from us. JYPE family, please understand us.
@followjyp We stand, believe, and love only 7. No more, no less, no one else.

#2 : Send JYPE a Petition for Jay 

1) download the petition here or here
2) fill in the forms
3) send the petition to this address.


JYP Entertainment
110 E 31st St
New York, NY 10016-6809


KOREA Office
JYP center, 123-50, Cheongdam-dong, Kangnam-gu, Seoul, South Korea.
Postal Code: 135-955


I just wanna share with you some informations ; 

see that Wooyoung wearing '7' necklace?

see-Khun also wearing '7' button.

Kwon Cyworld Update : 
The first song that we practiced to together...
Our beating and nervous hearts...

I will continue to pray for you.
I hope you don't have a difficult trip...

I trust that you will become healthier
Because you are our hyung*

Junsu Cyworld Update :
Autumn has come through the wind
The smell of the autumn has come so suddenly
And is making these times stumble
The high and blue sky
It’s so clear that my eyes are chilled
It keeps bringing tears to my eyes
Even looking at the sky makes me tear up
This 2009 autumn…

Boom Cyworld Update : 
Title: I will hug you................
My heart is hurting very much
My heart feels like it's being torn apart because he is a dongseng that I love
Because I believe and love my dongseng I believe that he will return with a better appearance
Today my heart is hurting very much
Jaebum, hyung will work harder so that when you return I can protect and hug you with a warmer embrace
Please return healthy.........
I love you.................

'You Might Come Back' #1 on Cyworld.

Let's wish to see Jaebum like this again.

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

How tough Jay has been through... (Dameunkkol 닮은꼴)

I have never written in a web board like this before but this time I felt so uneasy that I know I have to write something. I'm not good with computers so I'll have to use captioned pictures instead.

On the program 'Let's Sleep Here Tonight' which aired on December 26th, 2008; during an interview section where each 2PM member had to tell their story based on the given topic, Jay talked about his topic, "4 years" which refers to his 4 years in Korea. He revealed the difficulties with living, his feelings towards his mother... and the hardships for a teenager to get through those moments.

While Jay was sharing his story, Taecyeon and Junsu also added that Jay did have a very difficult time then. Jay was not good at Korean and he couldn't get used to Korean food. Jay even cried himself to sleep every day during that time.

However, we can see that Jay is really working hard now. He has reflected on himself and apologized. Somehow, some people aren't accepting his apology and even try to look over his true attention. It's not whether he can speak Korean accurately or not, it's his heart that matters.

Also, why are Wooyoung and Changsung dragged into this misunderstanding when they're both trying to support their fellow member? ㅜㅠ

Fighting!... ㅜㅠ

Due to an entry to the university, he had a conflict with his mother

But one day, his mother told him to try to audition.

2PM Jaebum was discovered by Park Jin Young and was debuted as 2PM.

He has been living by himself in Korea since 2005.

Jaebum then realized how important his family is.

He couldn't speak Korean, and couldn't eat Korean food.

During his first 2 weeks in Korea he cried himself to sleep every day.

To my mother in the States...


But still, there are many bashing comments. Some people replied to those harsh comments with explanations. There are many supportive comments and understanding ones saying that Jay has apologized. It was the past. Jay was put into hard situations when living by himself in a foreign country. More supportive comments are:

- "I'm not HOTTEST. I don't think this issue is that serious...it's shameful..."
- "At first when I read the news I was so dejected...but now I understand. If I have to stay in USA now; I would be so lost, frustrated and I would miss my family too..."
- "I believe that Jay's attitude has been changed a lot now. Please look at the state of the present time."
- "Please forgive Jaebum... Please, I beg you"
- "Jay had done a wrong thing. He and his fans totally admit his mistake upon his personal conversation with his friend a few years ago. However, don’t blame him. Those translated words that seem too exaggerated in meaning. As a fan who is living in the other country for a few years, I really think that he should have corrected his words as a person in a public life. His words seem to include some naughty and improper words that describe Korea in a bad way, but actually he just wanted to say to his friend that his life was very tough and hard to him at that time. As you know, when he was in the States, he used to b-boy with his friends, so his expressions were influenced by his b-boying experience. Of course he is admitting his past mistake and reflecting on him now. As fans, we will listen to any kinds of criticisms if they are reasonable and good to know, and won’t protect him with unconditional supports. We really believe that both unconditional supports and unreasonable criticisms are wrong. Please give a chance to him to show how he is making his efforts to be a better person and how he has been changing from the past. We would like to ask your generous forgiveness. We will always be with him."

CREDIT: Pictures by time2sub2@youtube, Kor-Thai by Tik@2pm-online.com, Thai-Eng by Offogato@2pm-online.com (Thanks to Jache00 for the help), Edited by Tiff@2pm-online.com

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2PM Jaebum is LEAVING?

YES! It's true! He had made a decision that he'll leave Korea at 6.30 KST (not sure either AM or PM) to go back to his hometown at Seattle & is quitting from 2PM! OMG!! This is really HEARTBREAKING! Korean HOTTESTS PLEASE STOP HIM FROM LEAVING KOREA! Netizens are crossing the lines! DO YOU HAPPY NOW,ANTIS?? I wanna ask you, why dont you (antis) go to French, Spain or any countries and live there alone, without your family nor friends! Can you live? I'm 100% sure that you'll be in the same shoes as Jaebum at the past! So,why cant you please be more understanding?? If JAEBUM REALLY LEAVE 2PM AND KOREA, then I will believe in what Jaebum has said on her Myspace!


Current favourite quotes;
" We are not 7, we are ONE! " - Wooyoung
" Let's walk together! " - Chansung
" 2PM + 2AM + HOTTESTS + I AM = ONE! " - Oneday Fans.

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Leadja Jaebum <3
Sunday, September 6, 2009

Have you read about Jay's comments on Myspace 4 years ago? If your answer is NOPE , I suggest you to not read about the news! I have to say that netizens these days are too much! Those comments were 4-5 years ago! Why they bring it on again? Well, in my opinion, netizens were too JEALOUS with 2PM 1st Anniversary & their successes. HALLO! The comments were 4-5 years ago & at that time, Jay was alone at Korea for his training with JYP Entertainment.I believe that his was too tired and he has no one beside him to released his tensions.Plus, he was newbie in Korean Language&Culture. Do you think you can bear with Korean pupils with only your english skills? No,at least you have to know how to speaks korean to bear with them. Furthermore, how can you live without your family and friends? Aigoo!!

So, I,myself, as one of the HOTTESTs, invite whoever reads this post to join this petition & projects.
#1 Here, Chingoo!
#2 [PROJECT] HOTTEST will never leave you alone

#2 & #3 are projects from 2OD Forum. Sign up if you are not one of the members & participate in those projects.The most importan is #1! Sign Up & verified your email in your inbox.DONE~

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September 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009

Aigoo! It's almost one week since Esha x update blog.Well,school da start balik :( but,hey next Monday cuti! BTW, today's post I titled as September 2009 since there are a lot events in September 2009. Let me list down,keyh?

# 2nd Sept : Alia's 15 Birthday.
# 3rd Sept : SS501 coming to KL!!  (no wayyy)
# 4th Sept : 2PM 1st Anniversary.  축하!
# 6th Sept : My 15 Birthday.
# 12th Sept : Siti's 21 & Syud's 15 Birthday.
# 27th Sept : Diera's 15 & Ain's 18 Birthday.
# 28th Sept : Anor's 23 Birthday.

It's such a shocked to me that my first loves, SS501 coming to KL! When I read the news @ K.Bites & TriplesMalaysia aku dh jadik mcm org gila! Seriously, why they come here without any notice. And the most shocked news is dorg mmg da ada kat Malaysia 4 hari lepas! Aigoo *sigh*
Tomorrow is 2PM 1st Anniversary! 축하,2PM! 데뷔 후 1 년 이내에, 너희들은 그렇게 많은 상을 수상 해! 거의 두 달 동안 Hottest 것에 대한 후회 하진 않았다. 계속되는 우상과 beasty 섹시한.사랑해요,2PM!
Last but not least Selamat Hari Lahir , Happy Birthday , 생일 축하합니다 & 誕生日おめでとう to those who celebrating their birthdays in this month :D

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My name is Nur A'isyah but commonly known as Esha. I do have a Korean name that was picked by myself; 윤수민 (Yoon Soo Min). I was born on 940906 and currently waiting for PMR Results. I love photoshop, editing and things. I can't live without computer, internet, musics and phone. I'm proud to be a Hottest, I AM, B2UTY, Triple S, 4Nia, Kamilia, ELF, A+ & Kiss Me :D
2PM's KIM JUNSU is my hubby!



[/]korean dictionary
[ ]Korean For Dummies
[ ]experience 4 seasons- summer, fall, spring, winter
[/]2PM's Poster
[ ]Fly to South Korea & Japan
[ ]Fly to Singapore again
[ ]a blogshop
[ ]You're Beautiful DVD
[ ]Adobe Illustrator
[ ]Good results in PMR
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[ ]BEAST Is The B2ST
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